I can relate. I work in education, and as my husband has been put on leave without pay (for refusing shots), I'm it. In order to function, I put on my blue pill hat and leave the house. Surprisingly enough, it works. I'm able to get glimpses of the blue-pill world to sustain me. Alas, once I am home again, the red pill hat comes down upo…
I can relate. I work in education, and as my husband has been put on leave without pay (for refusing shots), I'm it. In order to function, I put on my blue pill hat and leave the house. Surprisingly enough, it works. I'm able to get glimpses of the blue-pill world to sustain me. Alas, once I am home again, the red pill hat comes down upon me like a brick. I literally have two opposing world views, vying for my headspace. Oh, would my former boss (a psychiatrist) have a heyday with me should we sit down for a "chat."
I can relate. I work in education, and as my husband has been put on leave without pay (for refusing shots), I'm it. In order to function, I put on my blue pill hat and leave the house. Surprisingly enough, it works. I'm able to get glimpses of the blue-pill world to sustain me. Alas, once I am home again, the red pill hat comes down upon me like a brick. I literally have two opposing world views, vying for my headspace. Oh, would my former boss (a psychiatrist) have a heyday with me should we sit down for a "chat."