thank you for pointing this out. You voiced something I have been silent and ruminating about, thinking I was alone and feeling bad about these thoughts and feelings.... I tried so hard to convince my adult children not to get the jabs, but they all did, and no sooner did they, then I began to experience this awful grief/loss emotion th…
thank you for pointing this out. You voiced something I have been silent and ruminating about, thinking I was alone and feeling bad about these thoughts and feelings.... I tried so hard to convince my adult children not to get the jabs, but they all did, and no sooner did they, then I began to experience this awful grief/loss emotion that I could not discuss with anyone. The intensity of the feeling has dissipated but I still have this feeling they are "dead men walking" and I pray every day that they will somehow still have long, healthy lives, but I just don't know and am caught between hope and a kind of bleak resignation/anguish. About everyone.... but especially about my children.
I have four siblings & only one, my dearest sister Liz, remains unvaccinated. I am blessed that both young adults kids are also unvaccinated.
Of my three siblings, one asserts I’ve been “taken by aliens”, another that I’m simply mistaken in every way & the third I believe knows full well I’m right, but is avoiding conflict. My lovely wife is red-pilled & always had faith, long before I could prove my hunches.
It makes all the difference to have a supportive spouse -- I'm so glad that you do. One of the hardest things has been having no one in real life to talk to, who sees things in a similar way, or at least can listen and have a real dialogue about it without shutting me down or sending the mocking derision my way.
I want to say this: it has been people like you (and yes, you specifically), who have made a significant difference in my life, by your sticking your neck out and speaking out, and by my being able to tune into your many videos where you are speaking from the heart about what you are seeing and thinking, giving great supporting factual detail, and so clearly caring and genuine. Especially during the harshest lockdown period, when I was so isolated. If it weren't for having access to people speaking up and validating my own suspicions, I am not sure I would have made it.
I am immensely grateful. Please know that you have made a difference in how this is unfolding, and you continue to help.
When I lost my freelance BSL interpreter work in March 2020 I had time on my hands and read lots. My wife and adult kids thought I was going crazy. Thankfully they all took heed and we all took supplements. Wife camevto the 1 million March in London and got it. There are many of us. Lost friends but gained a virtual online community. Stand firm.
I am in the same space. Both of my grown children and ALL of my friends are jabbed. My husband (J&J), though he is supportive of me, has no interest in talking about any of it. So it is me and my virtual companions in the world of substacks, for which I am so very grateful.
I often consider that I might have to raise my little granddaughter at some point. That is reason enough to stay strong.
thank you for pointing this out. You voiced something I have been silent and ruminating about, thinking I was alone and feeling bad about these thoughts and feelings.... I tried so hard to convince my adult children not to get the jabs, but they all did, and no sooner did they, then I began to experience this awful grief/loss emotion that I could not discuss with anyone. The intensity of the feeling has dissipated but I still have this feeling they are "dead men walking" and I pray every day that they will somehow still have long, healthy lives, but I just don't know and am caught between hope and a kind of bleak resignation/anguish. About everyone.... but especially about my children.
God, that sounds awful, and I understand.
I have four siblings & only one, my dearest sister Liz, remains unvaccinated. I am blessed that both young adults kids are also unvaccinated.
Of my three siblings, one asserts I’ve been “taken by aliens”, another that I’m simply mistaken in every way & the third I believe knows full well I’m right, but is avoiding conflict. My lovely wife is red-pilled & always had faith, long before I could prove my hunches.
It makes all the difference to have a supportive spouse -- I'm so glad that you do. One of the hardest things has been having no one in real life to talk to, who sees things in a similar way, or at least can listen and have a real dialogue about it without shutting me down or sending the mocking derision my way.
I want to say this: it has been people like you (and yes, you specifically), who have made a significant difference in my life, by your sticking your neck out and speaking out, and by my being able to tune into your many videos where you are speaking from the heart about what you are seeing and thinking, giving great supporting factual detail, and so clearly caring and genuine. Especially during the harshest lockdown period, when I was so isolated. If it weren't for having access to people speaking up and validating my own suspicions, I am not sure I would have made it.
I am immensely grateful. Please know that you have made a difference in how this is unfolding, and you continue to help.
Yes Dani, those who are injects certainly don't want to talk about it, I am not even hearing them be as proud lately.
When I lost my freelance BSL interpreter work in March 2020 I had time on my hands and read lots. My wife and adult kids thought I was going crazy. Thankfully they all took heed and we all took supplements. Wife camevto the 1 million March in London and got it. There are many of us. Lost friends but gained a virtual online community. Stand firm.
I am in the same space. Both of my grown children and ALL of my friends are jabbed. My husband (J&J), though he is supportive of me, has no interest in talking about any of it. So it is me and my virtual companions in the world of substacks, for which I am so very grateful.
I often consider that I might have to raise my little granddaughter at some point. That is reason enough to stay strong.
Thank goodness OSE for your grand-daughter.
Just one person makes the world of difference.
Painfully true Dani. Like JS above, your comment is insightful.
We are all grieving.