Thank you Daniel...I have come to a similar place, with the phrase in my head, 'the culling of the obedient'. Also I learned something when my Mom went through lung cancer, which is that the emotional bond to those we love is still affected by the practicalities of life. What I mean is that when we know that many will die early from the…
Thank you Daniel...I have come to a similar place, with the phrase in my head, 'the culling of the obedient'. Also I learned something when my Mom went through lung cancer, which is that the emotional bond to those we love is still affected by the practicalities of life. What I mean is that when we know that many will die early from the jab or from anything, even our loved ones, we begin a 'separation' process by default in our own heads. We pull away in an effort to save ourselves anguish later on, or we begin to process their dying while they are still alive. Perhaps this is the cold reptilian side of the brain, just the logic, that says we have to harden ourselves to much death and to possibly being a caretaker for someone incapacitated from the jabs. As they sicken, we quicken, so to speak, and it is not pretty but true.
That’s comforting to know that it’s normal to begin to separate from those who are dying. I’ve experienced that. I think the dying also separate from us and from this world. I’ve experienced that too.
thank you for pointing this out. You voiced something I have been silent and ruminating about, thinking I was alone and feeling bad about these thoughts and feelings.... I tried so hard to convince my adult children not to get the jabs, but they all did, and no sooner did they, then I began to experience this awful grief/loss emotion that I could not discuss with anyone. The intensity of the feeling has dissipated but I still have this feeling they are "dead men walking" and I pray every day that they will somehow still have long, healthy lives, but I just don't know and am caught between hope and a kind of bleak resignation/anguish. About everyone.... but especially about my children.
I have four siblings & only one, my dearest sister Liz, remains unvaccinated. I am blessed that both young adults kids are also unvaccinated.
Of my three siblings, one asserts I’ve been “taken by aliens”, another that I’m simply mistaken in every way & the third I believe knows full well I’m right, but is avoiding conflict. My lovely wife is red-pilled & always had faith, long before I could prove my hunches.
It makes all the difference to have a supportive spouse -- I'm so glad that you do. One of the hardest things has been having no one in real life to talk to, who sees things in a similar way, or at least can listen and have a real dialogue about it without shutting me down or sending the mocking derision my way.
I want to say this: it has been people like you (and yes, you specifically), who have made a significant difference in my life, by your sticking your neck out and speaking out, and by my being able to tune into your many videos where you are speaking from the heart about what you are seeing and thinking, giving great supporting factual detail, and so clearly caring and genuine. Especially during the harshest lockdown period, when I was so isolated. If it weren't for having access to people speaking up and validating my own suspicions, I am not sure I would have made it.
I am immensely grateful. Please know that you have made a difference in how this is unfolding, and you continue to help.
When I lost my freelance BSL interpreter work in March 2020 I had time on my hands and read lots. My wife and adult kids thought I was going crazy. Thankfully they all took heed and we all took supplements. Wife camevto the 1 million March in London and got it. There are many of us. Lost friends but gained a virtual online community. Stand firm.
I am in the same space. Both of my grown children and ALL of my friends are jabbed. My husband (J&J), though he is supportive of me, has no interest in talking about any of it. So it is me and my virtual companions in the world of substacks, for which I am so very grateful.
I often consider that I might have to raise my little granddaughter at some point. That is reason enough to stay strong.
No, I do think it’s normal & it’s mirrored by the dying. In 2016, it looked like I might not have made it. It definitely felt very strange for a few months. Both in myself & on the part of family members.
If anyone ever goes through that, and survives, life is never taken for granted again. I’m actually more reckless now. You can live so cautiously that you’re never as alive as you could be.
I’m so glad you are still with us, Dr. Yeadon. You are a truth warrior this world needs so much right now. Thank you for everything. Love your recklessness!!!
Thank you Daniel...I have come to a similar place, with the phrase in my head, 'the culling of the obedient'. Also I learned something when my Mom went through lung cancer, which is that the emotional bond to those we love is still affected by the practicalities of life. What I mean is that when we know that many will die early from the jab or from anything, even our loved ones, we begin a 'separation' process by default in our own heads. We pull away in an effort to save ourselves anguish later on, or we begin to process their dying while they are still alive. Perhaps this is the cold reptilian side of the brain, just the logic, that says we have to harden ourselves to much death and to possibly being a caretaker for someone incapacitated from the jabs. As they sicken, we quicken, so to speak, and it is not pretty but true.
That’s comforting to know that it’s normal to begin to separate from those who are dying. I’ve experienced that. I think the dying also separate from us and from this world. I’ve experienced that too.
I think something like this happens with some people: “They’d rather die with the herd than to leave the herd”.
I’ve never been a pack animal, more a loner. Fortunately for both of us, my wife to be & I “loned“ into each other ❤️
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thank you for pointing this out. You voiced something I have been silent and ruminating about, thinking I was alone and feeling bad about these thoughts and feelings.... I tried so hard to convince my adult children not to get the jabs, but they all did, and no sooner did they, then I began to experience this awful grief/loss emotion that I could not discuss with anyone. The intensity of the feeling has dissipated but I still have this feeling they are "dead men walking" and I pray every day that they will somehow still have long, healthy lives, but I just don't know and am caught between hope and a kind of bleak resignation/anguish. About everyone.... but especially about my children.
God, that sounds awful, and I understand.
I have four siblings & only one, my dearest sister Liz, remains unvaccinated. I am blessed that both young adults kids are also unvaccinated.
Of my three siblings, one asserts I’ve been “taken by aliens”, another that I’m simply mistaken in every way & the third I believe knows full well I’m right, but is avoiding conflict. My lovely wife is red-pilled & always had faith, long before I could prove my hunches.
It makes all the difference to have a supportive spouse -- I'm so glad that you do. One of the hardest things has been having no one in real life to talk to, who sees things in a similar way, or at least can listen and have a real dialogue about it without shutting me down or sending the mocking derision my way.
I want to say this: it has been people like you (and yes, you specifically), who have made a significant difference in my life, by your sticking your neck out and speaking out, and by my being able to tune into your many videos where you are speaking from the heart about what you are seeing and thinking, giving great supporting factual detail, and so clearly caring and genuine. Especially during the harshest lockdown period, when I was so isolated. If it weren't for having access to people speaking up and validating my own suspicions, I am not sure I would have made it.
I am immensely grateful. Please know that you have made a difference in how this is unfolding, and you continue to help.
Yes Dani, those who are injects certainly don't want to talk about it, I am not even hearing them be as proud lately.
When I lost my freelance BSL interpreter work in March 2020 I had time on my hands and read lots. My wife and adult kids thought I was going crazy. Thankfully they all took heed and we all took supplements. Wife camevto the 1 million March in London and got it. There are many of us. Lost friends but gained a virtual online community. Stand firm.
I am in the same space. Both of my grown children and ALL of my friends are jabbed. My husband (J&J), though he is supportive of me, has no interest in talking about any of it. So it is me and my virtual companions in the world of substacks, for which I am so very grateful.
I often consider that I might have to raise my little granddaughter at some point. That is reason enough to stay strong.
Thank goodness OSE for your grand-daughter.
Just one person makes the world of difference.
Painfully true Dani. Like JS above, your comment is insightful.
We are all grieving.
So true, I've found myself doing that and wondering if I'm a bad person as a result.
No, I do think it’s normal & it’s mirrored by the dying. In 2016, it looked like I might not have made it. It definitely felt very strange for a few months. Both in myself & on the part of family members.
If anyone ever goes through that, and survives, life is never taken for granted again. I’m actually more reckless now. You can live so cautiously that you’re never as alive as you could be.
I’m so glad you are still with us, Dr. Yeadon. You are a truth warrior this world needs so much right now. Thank you for everything. Love your recklessness!!!
LIke button not working again. And I agree, I am so glad you are still with us Dr. Yeadon.
Very insightful JS.